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Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:31:57 GMT

HI LIVEJOURNAL.

Its been years. haha; in college now. You know. Don't know if this still really even exists but why not just type something right. Reading through past entries on this livejournal and other blogs I realized how stupid I was when I was young. I would never write this stuff on an online journal now; I don't think I would write it in any journal. Hell I don't even think I would think about this stuff haha. But its nice to look back and see how much you've grown.

Im In vermont now. Out of CT. Pretty decent; miss home sometimes though definatly. So much better living in my own apartment though not under the rule of the parents; although they fund my life so I gotta give them some control still haha.

I'm getting older.. my friends are getting older.. my families getting older.. it kind of sucks. Youth is something I wish I could have grasped more. I don't remember much of my teenage years; reading these journals has really brought me back to the careless life even though I thought everything was soooo dramatic. I think every teenager does; and I really didn't listen to people when they said that life gets worse.

NOT that my life is bad; because my life is great. I'm sure there are still some things missing but hey I'm not dead, in jail, or homeless (yet) haha. I hopefully will be graduating college next year with a degree in Environmental Studies with a concentration on policy / pre-law and be attending law school shortly after. Eventually my life will come together and I will be working and be able to have a family. I can't wait for that day.

Well this is basically my farewell to livejournal because I wont be adding to it anymore, at least not for a few more years. But I'm definatly not deleting it; if I ever need to look back on my life I know that I recorded every single thing I did on these web blogs ( and when I say everything I really mean it seems like I wrote everything ). I wish I had that kind of time now =).

Hope everyone else (or the people who come back and check this out after years and read this like I did) is safe and enjoying life. And hopefully grown up and maybe out of this online journal phase.

Peace

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 23:43:36 GMT

PS: EVERYONE WHO STILL HAS ME ADDED ON HERE BUT NOT ON MY OTHER LJ ADD ME THERE

STFU_FGT

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 23:42:40 GMT

emo. 28-33 scene points. you go to shows and act
pretentious, but that's the way we like you.

how many scene points do you have?
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Mon, 08 Mar 2004 04:13:23 GMT

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 05:47:03 GMT

random update in this journal
but not much
cuz its just not as cool as the other one
see ya

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 23:35:41 GMT

Like omg.
I woke up at 12.
and talked on the phone
then went online
and took a shower
then talked on the phone
then watched tv
then went online
then ate take out from 99
and now im waiting to go out with my daddy
cuz hes gonna buy me movies
and incense.
yay
goodday sir

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 04:49:32 GMT

LISA DIDNT GO SWIMMING TODAY
SHES BAD

eatmy_fuck (THATS HER OMG SHE DIDNT GO SWIMMING)

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 04:40:49 GMT

Mr fishy sings along to my music
and he still swims into the sides of the fishtanks
hes silly
hehehehe.

lisa got a LJ thats so cool
now she can read my secret one
even thought heres nothing good in there
but you know
shes cool
cuz she has lesbians on her layout
and i told her, id make love to you.

okay so thats that.
farewell sir.

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 23:53:40 GMT

he is definatly beautiful

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 21:23:07 GMT

My new LJ is stfu_fgt
but its friends only.
so you best comment to be added.
or ill kill you
ps: ill still post here
that one is just more private and, nicer haha

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 21:20:55 GMT

♥Melissa and ♥No one

Trying to have some pre-paid children.
Resent having to almost elope in private.
Are rumoured to be behind a food poisoning ring.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 20:04:33 GMT

Today was crazy.
I got to school and the first thing I see Is Jordy's nipple...
that MIGHT be why my day turned out so crazy like. lol
A period was boring
B period was boring
C period was boring
D period we drew pictures (im gonna post them)
well you know
E period we had this fucking queer sub.. lmfao~!
she kept twitching, and she got so angry and she was so funny
it was the best time , EVER
F period was okay
and G period we added more to the picture
now im home
but really, today just didn't seem normla haha

the whole picture.

Ashley Kearns' way of saying I"m a slut.

Amy's way of saying she doesn't like people that live on that side of town

thats blow up bonnie, shes fun kay?

how ironic.

self explanitory

Amy's Stick Figure Porn

www.naughtynuns.com

lol

the geek with the boner and the cool rooom.

amy stef mine and ashley's hands.

woohoo, thats all folks.

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 22:22:55 GMT

we're not going out to dinner anymore
but we did order pizza.
mmm dominos
mm green peppers and onion
mmm.

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 22:13:24 GMT

GRRR.
today was so funny (kinda)
IDK
study hall was amusing
at least the, conversation was?
IDK as me about it lol.

After school I stayed after for that project
we got like 1% of our paper done.
its hardddd.
and then my dad drove me and lisa and simone home
and now I think my dad and brothers and I
we're gonna go out to dinner
cuz my mom is in Rhode Island,
I donno
shes lame
doesn't matter
-_-

IDK i find this man really creapy

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 16:23:58 GMT

KAY.
This is real boring?
yeahhh... theres nothing to do.
Mr. Bacon is absent right?
but we still get to go to the library
except, its a sub so we can do other stuff too?
idk.
its kinda homo, but pff
This class is the lamest,
or the people in it are?
idk
but i have to stay after
to come back here (the library)
and do a stupid french project.
Eh, thats gay
byeee.

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 03:03:21 GMT

Oh Em Gee
I should probably shave my legs
but I think I'll wait til tomorrow morning
for they're smoother tomororw?
OKAY
so I'll probably get lazy.
but it needs to be done.
I should do it tonight.
NO im too lazy
and its already 10.
this is crap

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
CRAP CRAP CRAP
CRAP CRAP
CRAP
.

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 02:31:55 GMT

I gave Timmie 90% of my pot
I am such a nice fucking sister.
You all wish you were my brothers
yeah you do.

A STORY OOH A STORY!

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 22:58:39 GMT

I need friends

To have fun with

And be dumb with

Maybe even party with

NO.

I ALREADY HAVE PARTY BUDDIES.... LISA

and CASEY

THEY ARE SOO HOT

and they are FUN

especially when DRUNK

the end.

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 22:47:05 GMT

OKAY so today was wicked cool, no? lol.
No it was, Ummm.. classes were dumb
Lunch was so funny, I was just kinda tired
so I was like spacing out
and LIsa and Casey kept making fun of me
calling me a stoner and stuff but I so am not.

Study Hall was wicked lame
I sat with Jess and her friend
We were HARDCORE and drew all over my hands
(I'll post the pictures after)
It was so dumb lol
After school my internet was being dumb
SO I like watched jerry springer and Maury and stuff
And danny stole a microphone thingy from school
its fun to play wth
thats it. now here are pictureee.

(OZZY + HARDCOCK)

lmfao, I don't even like Ozzy or w/e... but Jess wrote it cuz shes so dumb lol

THE COOLEST GUY/DOG SNOOPY LOOKING THING IN THE WORLDD!

stitches, yeah idk lol

HXC AND NAZI SIGN!

nazi sign again.

XDRUGXFREEX

IDK okay

Jess's sXe

Star of david? yeah

HEART CORE HEARTCORE HEARTCORE HEARTCORE

edgeedgeedgeedge

lol. Jess wanted to draw on my whole arm, but I told her no cuz then she'd see my scars from cutitng myself . lmfao JUST KIDDING im not THAT hardcore (hehehehehe)

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 03:37:28 GMT





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 02:47:29 GMT

THIS SHOW MAN!
man this show is fucking omg
this show is just so good
omg.
I know how she fucking feels
I CAN FEEL IT NOW
no not now
but when I'm fucking high
omg I can feel it
I can feel exactly what she is feeling
WTF
it was like a fucking,
it was like she was an actress playing me.
oh man
thats hot.

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 23:30:43 GMT

-name = Melissa
-piercings = 6 in My ears.
-tattoos = Nope.
-height = 5'-5'1
-shoe size = 8?
-hair color = brown w/ gold highlights.
-siblings = 2 brothers
-nickname(s) = Melissa... Melly sometimes? ....Meliss.
-initials = MMM (hehehe)
-how old do you look = 9
-glasses/contacts = Glasses.
-braces = thank god not anymore
-you get embarrassed = yeahhh
-what upsets you = YOU

LAST...
-movie you rented = American Wedding, Freddy vs. Jason + Winter Break.
-movie you bought = Ummmmm Empire Records/ Fast Times at Ridgemont high I got for xmas does that count?...
-song you listened to = ON MTV- The yeah yeah yeah's :maps
-song that was stuck in your head = "fuck it (i dont want you back)"
-cd you bought = Diffuser
-cd you listened to = Diffuser
-person you've called = My mom
-person that's called you = My mom
-tv show you've watched = I'm watching the simpsons

DO...
-you have a crush on someone = kinda yeah
-you wish you could live somewhere else = Yeah but EH is so funny..

-you think about suicide = Uh, lame?
-you believe in online dating = No.
-others find you attractive = NO.
-you want more piercings = yeah
-you like cleaning = when musics on, and when im in a bad mood.
-you like roller coasters = yesss.
-you write in cursive or print = print usually.

FOR OR AGAINST...
-long distance relationships = Not for teenagers, too horny.
-using someone = If its completely necessary......
-killing people = If I was gonna kill someone, Itd be rght before I died, or killed myself.
-teenage smoking = Cigarettes are disgusting, but whatever.
-driving drunk = why can't they just stay at a friends house or something?pff
-gay/lesbian relationships = I don't think it should be in any way public.
-soap operas = I don't watch real soap operas.

NUMBER...
-of times I have been in love? = Love has to be mutual, so fuck that. ZERO
-of times I have had my heart broken? = akjdsfk. 827349873248729843724323424 (w/ variables)
-of hearts I have broken? = o.
-boys/girls I have kissed? = Probably a lot.
-of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 1ce maybe.
-of scars on my body? = enough to look hardxcore
-of things in my past that I regret? = I do not regret the thing that I have done, but the things I did not do ... ahh Lucas from Empire records is the smartest, lol

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
-pretty = no
-funny = if I'm high I amuse myself.
-hot = no.
-friendly = only the friendliest hehehe
-amusing = nope
-ugly = hahaha, duh
-loveable = if that one who loves me is retarded?
-caring = If i care to be...
-sweet = Sweet? idk.
-dorky = IM A FUCKING GENIOUS HELL YEAH IM DORKY!

HAVE YOU EVER...
-said "I love you" and meant it = LIke I said, I've never been in love you st upid fucks
-gone out in public in your pajamas = yeahhh.
-kept a secret from everyone = I'm fucking good.
-cried during a movie = I'm so homo. yeah
-been on stage = Yehh it was probably horrible.
-been to new york = yup

-been to california = no
-been to canada = IM GONNA LIVE THERE I SWEARRRRR
-been to europe = no..
-wished you were the opposite sex = I'd love to jerk off man.

RANDOM...
-what time is it now =6:27
-apples or bananas = bananas -_^
-blue or red = red (i have a lot of red things hehe)
-walmart or target = walmart k?
-spring or fall = spring cuz it means summers almost here and schools almost out WOO
-what are you gonna do after you finish this = sit online looking for more stuff to do
-what was the last meal you ate = Uhhh dinner.
-are you bored = SO BORED
-last noise you heard = chandlers voice on friends.
-last smell you sniffed = dinner

OTHER INFO...
-criminal record = no
-do you speak any other languages = Kinda french, and hardly spanish.
-last book you read = The Crucible.
-some favorite things in your bedroom = Computer, TV, Bed.
-worst feeling in the world = stupidity
-who you love = dflldf. YOU OKAY?
-who you miss = kdlsjfkjdsaf. CASEY OKAY?

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 21:24:08 GMT

STFU YOU KNOW THOSE ARE THE HOTTNESS.

Back to school yo!

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 20:29:41 GMT

OMG OMG!
Today was good I think
hahaha It was kind of lame but I donno..
A period we watched the end of the Patriot
and I tried to you know, catch up on my work since I suck.
B period we had to do these questions in a group
and then teach them to the class..
that didn't go over too well lol
C period we pretty much just talked the whole time,
I'm pretty sure we have homework too
oh well
D period was so lame,
Dr. Andreoli was being so funny
he said he didn't know how to do the problem because..
GET THIS the PHONE distracted him. lmfao
oh man hes a riot.
E period was so lame, I drew on my new notebook :)
F period we played this game,
I was David Lettermen or whatever,
Too bad I sucked at that game
and G period we talked.
it was good okay.
hehehe I'll post pictures of what I drew later.
yaeh I will

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 10:22:44 GMT

LIKE OMG
I woke up at like 5 am
and I was like, I should just get up okay?
and then I was like "No but I have to pee"
so I checked online and Jordan was on
So I was like ehh I should just stay up
So I got a can of diet cherry coke
and I went pee
and now I'm here
because I gotta shower in 10 minutes yayy!
the forecase this week rocks my fucking worlddd!